cool

cool, cool, cool

My room feels cool

because it's so hot

Getting up every once in a while

Turning on the switchblade-switch that makes sure the light goes on over the fan

and then turning on the switch on the wall that controls both

Pulling first one metal cord; hung with plastic coins at the end

then the other

Then trying the switch on the wall again

To see which order produces the air-lift;

To see which order produces the least heat with the most light

Should I breathe in sloooowly first or should I try finding the optimal order again

Or should I do them at the same time

It may not matter

But it's kind of fun to play with the fate of the room

And figuring out what may do it

And what might be the absolute best thing I can do given the preparation I have:

The physical condition of my body

The state of awareness and cunning my mind has started itself in

today

It somehow, ironically,

Feels like a cool, and breathily numinous--breeze